being a guide

I just got home from teaching my first class with mountains youth theatre

I had so much fun....but I hate of being a teacher I like to think of it more as a guide....

Well I think all the rent stuff is sorted out or at least I hope it is.....like I said karma is getting me and I don't know what for.....

Things are only going to get tougher but what an exciting time it is.....

I had six students tonight.....trey....jack....emma....korinne....alexis.....anna....

very funny stuff....hope the enjpyed the class after all i am still learning as welll....alll goood....

it's cold in this house and I wish u here bubs.....then I could cook u something again just for the hell of it like I did wen u were up here.....and u can hold me in ur sleep and I can hold u in return....that was nice....i miss it...and I miss you.....ur touch cures all......

I only hope my path is the path i want......it is for now...but who knows what the future has in store????

I'm an obsessive compulsive hard worker....I like it when billy talks about that....about hard work.....u wana be an actor...think about what SAS commandoes go through in training.....olympic athletes...then think about urself and much u push urself.....

I want to be one of the few at the pulse...several maybe will be chosen....a chance for a larger adventure...im going to fight for it.......

although I have never been overseas and the united states is no place like I have ever been before....